I've sat at coffee shops for I don't even know how long this summer. Emailing, calling, filling out forms, trying to write, failing to write, applying to scholarships, not getting said scholarships, building a website, rebuilding a website. Doing a million and 1 things, and it feels like a second job. I'm tired and quite stressed, but it's worth it. Music is everything to me, and although I'm not where I want to be yet, I'm much further than I was a year ago. Despite my not h